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kerrronny: (9:08:38 AM) i'm sad we didn't hang out this weekend

kerrronny: (9:08:54 AM) i wanted to saturday, but by the time i got back in the city after hanging with my mom, everyone was a wreck
kerrronny: (9:08:58 AM) and it was only like 6p
Jillian Dahhling: (9:09:02 AM) we hung out in my dreams
Jillian Dahhling: (9:09:10 AM) haha yeah, i was asleep at 8:30
Jillian Dahhling: (9:09:18 AM) too hard for the back yard
kerrronny: (9:09:46 AM) and then no surfing!?
kerrronny: (9:09:49 AM) you guys are the lamest

Jillian Dahhling: (9:10:19 AM) yeah, i blew it. i dont know what happened to me.

Jillian Dahhling: (9:10:27 AM) but i really did dream about you that night.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:10:34 AM) IT WAS TRIPPY. want to hear?
kerrronny: (9:10:36 AM) you can dream when you pass out drunk?
kerrronny: (9:10:36 AM) haha
Jillian Dahhling: (9:10:47 AM) always
kerrronny: (9:12:21 AM) so tell me
Jillian Dahhling: (9:12:26 AM) hahah yeah. ok so...
Jillian Dahhling: (9:13:25 AM) i wasin half moon bay. with you. and dog. it was dark and grey and the water was furious. we were there so you could go surfing and there was a festival going on. a camp out. you were getting ready to go into the water. i had just set up some tents for us...
Jillian Dahhling: (9:13:56 AM) i told you. i said, RONNY! i've never seen the water like this. please dont go in. something isnt right here. they sky is purple. that means stay out of the water
Jillian Dahhling: (9:14:06 AM) but, true to you. you did not. you went right in.....
Jillian Dahhling: (9:14:07 AM) HAH!
Jillian Dahhling: (9:14:50 AM) so, im standing there. watching you dive on into water. it calms a bit. but i knew it was a trick. i look down at the shore and i can see that a bunch of tents are getting wet. then BOOM
Jillian Dahhling: (9:14:51 AM) meryl
Jillian Dahhling: (9:15:08 AM) she's there too and it's her tent that is getting wet. and she is scared of the water. cuz its going fuckin crazy.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:15:38 AM) so i get the dog and i get her and we go down the water. and in between waves we grab her tent. it was flat and heavy. full of clothes. haahha! dresses. and water.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:16:28 AM) we pull it up the grass, waaaaaaaay far away from the ocean. she is struggling with all her things. trying to get dresses untangled and spread out on the grass so they could dry. i got bored so i left her.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:17:03 AM) i took the dog and walked across the beach.. now the waves were fucking huge. the biggest ive ever dreamed. and they're purpe and pink and fucking frightening as all hell
Jillian Dahhling: (9:17:27 AM) and in the middle of the waves, like the middle of the ocean. i see my face. My Face. just chilling. looking right at me.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:17:35 AM) calm and gorgeous.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:17:52 AM) so i take ut my phone and try and take some pictures, but it was too dark.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:17:54 AM) ok ok ok
Jillian Dahhling: (9:18:09 AM) then i notice that my tents are getting wet too. and i ealize i have a bag in there that contains EVERYTHING>
Jillian Dahhling: (9:18:30 AM) all of my favorite clothes and all money and id's and fucking everything, you know?
Jillian Dahhling: (9:18:40 AM) its all in this bag and the ocean is swallowing it up.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:18:49 AM) there are sirens going off. THE END OF THE WORLD MAN, IT'S HERE.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:19:11 AM) but you know me, i dont have any fucks. i march right on int here, grab my bag and take the dog and go into this aprtment
Jillian Dahhling: (9:19:24 AM) right on the beach, and it's dan's apatment. and he's in there on the internet.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:20:01 AM) i tell him the waves are coming and he says "so, you think we can escape it? it's going to get us no matter where we go. lets stay here and watch it all"
Jillian Dahhling: (9:20:09 AM) i say FUCK NO and take the dog and leave
Jillian Dahhling: (9:20:18 AM) then everyone came home and woke me up.
kerrronny: (9:20:35 AM) wow
kerrronny: (9:21:10 AM) this is interesting on many levels
Jillian Dahhling: (9:22:25 AM) no kidding. right?
Jillian Dahhling: (9:22:31 AM) i was the wave.
kerrronny: (9:22:33 AM) first of all, i have recurring dreams about tidal waves
kerrronny: (9:22:39 AM) have i told you that?
kerrronny: (9:22:57 AM) i at least told you my dream about being near crazy water recently, so there's that
Jillian Dahhling: (9:23:41 AM) yeah. mm hmm. SYMBOLIC
Jillian Dahhling: (9:23:43 AM) even if you dont think so
kerrronny: (9:24:09 AM) hahah
kerrronny: (9:24:19 AM) trying to avoid another astrology meltdown?
Jillian Dahhling: (9:24:27 AM) hahahah fuck off
kerrronny: (9:24:50 AM) i think our thoughts when we're asleep are about as symbolic as our thoughts when we're awake
kerrronny went idle at 9:24 AM.
kerrronny: (9:25:18 AM) translation: i think they're meaningful and reflect things about ourselves, but i wouldn't necessarily use the word 'symbolic'
kerrronny: (9:25:42 AM) i just get nervous about people converting things one-to-one
Jillian Dahhling: (9:25:48 AM) blah
Jillian Dahhling: (9:25:51 AM) blah
Jillian Dahhling: (9:25:52 AM) blah
Jillian Dahhling: (9:25:58 AM) call it whatever, dont matter.
Jillian Dahhling: (9:26:00 AM) shit is shit
kerrronny: (9:26:00 AM) like oh the wave is definitely your cum and the pokemon is your dick and the meryl is your mom
Jillian Dahhling: (9:26:01 AM) ya dig
kerrronny: (9:26:12 AM) shit is shit
kerrronny: (9:26:13 AM) i dig
kerrronny: (9:27:43 AM) also
kerrronny: (9:27:51 AM) where'd all the shit about meryl and her dresses come from?
kerrronny: (9:28:13 AM) it's fascinating because it sounded like you knew her so well

kerrronny: (9:28:25 AM) meryl would lay her dresses neatly to dry in the face of the apocalypse

Jillian Dahhling: (9:28:58 AM) i told you, im psychic
kerrronny: (9:29:12 AM) oh yeah i forgot

my dream from saturday night. too lazy to type it all out again.. not too lazy to color code our names tho. so, this is what it's like to chat with me online. maybe. usually tons more typos, i think. so, this dream i had. i can't get it out of my mind. i've been trippin' lately. about myself, and Myself. one gets out, and the other just watches. i see Me. I see me. get it? i am the most afraid of myself. i am only afraid of myself. HAVE YOU FUCKING SEEN HER? she is a scary bitch. ok ok ok, so. without getting too weird... cuz im sick of thinking already. i am the waves. the terror of the world. i run from myself, when there is no where to run. and blah blah blah. how the fuck about that? so, now here i am. at work. ate some cheetos, ok? i can't get this god damned picture out of my head. the look on my face, in the waves. do you ever see your own face in your dreams? i don't. never do. this is a trip. and i? i'm a fucking lunatic.