here i am, sittin' here in two thousand twelve. living in the future. thinkin' about all the things i've done this past year. i've learned a lot about the world, and a lot about myself (yawn). all poetic bullshit aside, this past year felt like a heavy waxy brother fucker while it passed me by. but now, riding around on hindsight, i can see it was a big year for me. STOP, don't leave. i'm almost done. here is a photo of me, looking serious and deep for you to look at instead of read, if this is too thick for you.
oh so, where was i? ok, yaddi yadda, last year. well here we are, darling. me and you in a brand new year. what to do now.. and where do we go from there? what is it i want from this year? i want to be stronger. stand up taller. to follow my convictions, to be harder on myself. turn this bus the fuck right around and drop me the fuck right off. my talents need work. my brain needs expansion. my shoes need to be.. taller. scarier. better. everything here can be taller, scarier and better. FUCK YES, new year. i'm old now, you know this. it's time to be the person i'm going to be. HAHAHAHAHA i'm laughing.
in the midst of writing this.. i was asked to flush a bloody tampon down the toilet. folks, this marks the second time in the past six months that tampon disposal has been part of my job.
i love everything.
and just about everyone.
goodbye forever.
jd
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