530.

if you have to hide to be free, how free can you be?

shit, girl. you know what i'm trying to say. i had to put my blog away for a moment there. you see, The Internet... i've been involved in a bit of a scandal. my very own scandal. i've made a bit of a mess of things, haven't i sweetie? there's no need to go into gross detail, cuz let's be honest. if it's my kind of gross detail, you'd probably be better off not knowing anyways. what am i saying? THIS. i kicked my blog habit like you'd kick a pigeon. yes, exactly like that. i just needed a little time to.. reflect. i've been suffering by my own hand, and crying like some kind of water faced banshee.. but now i think i've dried up. and speaking of dry - i'm saoking.. in alcohol. i ended up losing all my friends and freaking out anyways. stoned sober. so fuck it. i'm back on the sauce, and back on this blog. fuck everything, you dig? 

let your freak flag fly, they say. 

i'll do.