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INSPIRATION//CREATION

did my nails the other night. yeah, i know. alert the media.

i'm sittin' here in monday. guts full of shit and head full of pain. the human body is a beautiful thing.... so they say. i'm pretty sure the vessel i have is some kind of suit on loan from space.

everyday it wakes up. and it breathes. without any help from me.

it's a miracle. 

i start cosmetology school on october first. i'll be working my "ass in a chair all fucking day" job from 8-5 and school 5:30-9:30 during the week. AND SCHOOL ALL DAY SATURDAY FROM 9-5pm. cry for me, argentna. bye bye life. soon it'll be all asshole waxing, hair dying and nail filing. and i can't hardly wait.

well, i can. and i am. i'm waiting in fart clouds of anxiety. every night i lay my big mousy head down to sleep... and she won't do. instead she comes up with insane looks and performance ideas. she makes little brain sweats thinking of all the thing she's gong to soon be learning. i want to be an esthetician. i want to dye my hair. i want to smoke all of the weed. i want to FUCK. i want to be.  i want to be a rockstar. i want to do burlesque. i want to move to san franciso. i want to be ass skinny ass fiona apple. i want new shoes, i want to make shoes. i want to make shoes out of fiona apple.

oy. see how i am? this brain of mine. 

took jennie chaps and her friend-in-town to trannyshack on friday. ass always, the show was incredible. drunk jillian thoroughly enjoyed herself, the little dear. 

i spent saturday bleaching hair and watching movies. really, there's no better way to spend a day. we took johnny from box black (and eggplant and blue) to platinum. one hell of a process and one hell of a good time. bowie bless us all, i love everyone.

ALMOST EVERYONE. almost all of you.

no, YOU the MOST and in particular.

if you were able to make it thru my ramblings, thank you. my face, brain and anxiety farts appreciate it. 

this is what i look like, now.

i know it's been a while. i have BROWN hair.

isn't it foul?

hearts farts and horseshoes,

jg