56.

some weekends have all the fun

and some don't have any fun at all.

friday i kicked it in west oakland with erin and her punk rock friends. punk rock. i guess. i don't really know. anyway, it felt so good to get down and grimey.
i feel like my life got a lot cleaner. and i don't want cleaner.

saturday was a music video day. Afrocentric. by Frisky Disco. i wore a moo-moo. and danced my hoe dance.
then sunday was Homie Thanksgiving. and it was lovely.
a black man told me to stop eating cuz my ass is so fat. and that was lovely.

and then this happened...
i pretty much got dumped, dumped from a relationship that wasn't a relationship.
by someone who was never in the relationship.. that never existed. mouth full. and a headache. triangle is my least favorite shape.
ANYWAY. the announcement of the day is : That Boy is no longer That Boy. he is charles now.
no longer a need to keep myself separate from that train wreck.
(but boy oh boy was that moldy little adventure fun.)