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whats new, poopy poo?

nothing is new. my life is boring and poor. i went to a carnival party last weekend. you know the story. partied all crazy then got up really early.. did some stuff.. then went out again.. then got up really early. then went out again. come on. you know my story by now. i stay up late, and wake up early. it's what i do . and i love it.
i'll sleep when you are dead.

now, here is this. my thing that i've been thinking about. control. i am giving up all control. well, i never really had any control.. over what other people do anyway. so i'm not going to stress anymore. you know? i can't help what people think of me. i can't help what people say when i am around, or when i am not around. and shit, i just don't want to. my new trip is this: enjoyment. i am going to ride the waves. the bad waves, the good waves. i am going to enjoy them all.
meh, i guess im not really in the mood to explain this new trip. i'll just bring it up later.