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this is me. and julia. pre gaming. in. my. BEDROOM. photo shoot with the rape axe. it's so i dont get raped, and i get to kill someone. we went to see the straight ups on saturday night. yuuup. that is my old boyfriend's band. yuuuup. it was great. to see everyone. except a few. turns out all of my friends are moving into a house together. and it makes me feel like an old turd that's been left in the yard. i'm white  and flakey and the flies wont even touch me. no really, im really sad about it. which makes me feel even worse. feelingzz puuuhlease. it just sucks. i had to stop being friends with everyone, because my old boyfriend acted like a fucking baby when we broke up. so? or.. they all just really liked him better the whole time. and now, they are all still fucking tight. sitting around, smoking blunts and watching tv. FUCK. it's so dumb. i'm so happy, and having so much fun and blah blah blah. and i dont even want to sit around and smoke blunts and watch tv anymore. it just makes me sad.. and i feel left out. cuz i still love them and care about them so much. baaaaaaaaarrrrfffffff. am i being vulnerable yet? shit. 
gepetto, when do i get to be a REAL boy?

anyways. this chick and i, we dont like each other. she took amazing photos of me being amazing at the show. i'll probably never see them. cuz like i said, we dont like each other.