so? who's sucking who's dick today? i love valentines day.. i love everything. you know. erin and i are going to tear the world the fuck up tonight. i love her. truly. i know you know. YOU, whoever you are. HI MA! we are going to dress up, i'm going to sleaze.. and then? i've got about five bucks to spend. and i'm spending it on her. my special lady. my hearts and farts are bubbling. overloaded. SHIT'S EXPLODED. i'm on a teeter-totter. one side is my desire to get completely fucked and drown in drugs and alcohol. the other side? my dreams of being a rockstar. i know which side i want my ass to fall on. but god damn i'm having a hard time. Sober Sister. needs a babysitter. serious? nope. never that. i still go what i am. i just need to... focus. it's time to pay attention, finally. i'm high ass fuck on life. and it feels great... i feel fine.
sometime soon. i'll have some exciting things to say and show you. hey, what's not exciting about struggling with sobriety and throat bruises? you tell me.
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