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i have decided to sew a tiny little curse word into every article of clothing i wear. this is the first. FUCK OFF has become a phrase i say more often then not. i'm going to be sewing a bunch more this evening after ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL of my fucking engagements. i tell you, YOU.. The Internet, i'm fucking tired. i'm tired of receiving ten thousand emails from ten thousand people asking me to do ten thousand things. i wish there was a tool you could download that reads the stupid shit people send you before you have to.. so you DON'T have to. it's so hard to keep up with social activities, project activities, love activities, family activities, you know. the list goes on and on and on. all i want to do, is whatever i want to do. and somehow, i've allowed myself to NOT do whatever i want to do. a HUGE break is coming. you'll see. and me? i'll see too.